sunday night

Here I am.
At home.
In bed.
On a Sunday night.

This already markedly tragic situation is made worse by two equally pathetic things.
1) I'm alone. No boyfriend. No anonymous lover. No one. I am completely solitary.
2) I'm researching 'Survivor'...
2b) for uni - for my DEGREE!

On a further analysis of the situation I've now chosen to add a third element.
3) listening to Nine Inch Nails.


I'm trying to write something for Semper, but am failing dismally. Why is that as soon as you have to do something it becomes infinitely more difficult?
WHY!

So, as an alternative I've decided to rant here.

This morning my nanna suggested I get some new friends. I'm in need of them I think.
But where?! Socialising isn't a skill of mine - I write a blog for fuck's sake - doesn't that sum up the fact that I act poorly in social situations.

Whatever. Maybe I will.